Life in West Virginia: THE RESULTS ARE IN . . .

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

THE RESULTS ARE IN . . .

So after the humiliation of being forced to do DNA testing to prove to CA's biological father that he is her father, we have the test results backing up my original stance that there was no other possible "candidate" that could be her father and my word was once again proven true. I guess he now knows for the second time that when I talk, I don't lie. He lost a girlfriend over this once, taking the chance that I would lie to her about my awkwardness toward her upon finding out he had another girlfriend. . . . one thing that any of my friends could have told him is that I am not a slut, another is that shit sometimes happens and the third is that I don't lie. Lying leads to confusion later in sorting out the facts and its easier to keep up with the truth than it is to keep up with a story filled with lies . . .

Now, I have to work out my feelings regarding sharing Pun'kin with someone else. (he doesn't even know her nickname is Pun'kin!) I have not decided yet whether or not to ask him to sign over his rights in exchange for no child support or to tough it out and suck it up and accept that he is the father and has a right, although he has not chose to exercise his right up until this point and that from what I have HEARD is that his GF would like him to have a relationship with CA. Well, she can butt her ass out of what she wants is my first thought, since she said it couldn't possibly be his because they were "together" when I got preggers. Well, um, sorry, but that would make you GF #3. LMAO She can also butt her ass out of it because even if she supports this relationship now, who is to say his next girlfriend will? And lastly, I don't want to share her with anyone. That's just me and my insane jealousy over her love and who she shares it with. I don't think I can tolerate him in my life after thinking the worse of me even since I was proved right.

So anyhow, any thoughts and opinions as to what you think that I should do will be taken into consideration and are much appreciated. I know that I have a broad audience out there and your varied opinions, although much different I am sure, will at least assail my trepridation in the anxious weeks ahead . . . .